Blacksword

whew, haha. buti na lang mabait ako.

(insert emo stuff here)

(then something about getting ready for tomorrow)

wait. didn't I just talk about those stuff with my last few posts?

hmm. I'm supposed to be ranting about how I'm starting to get better at getting out of other people's warpaths. buuut doing so will be pretty redundant, as this blog has contained too many similar posts. besides, I'm feeling a lot better right now, thanks to the combo jokes they've been cracking over at the brewrats show, so.. I won't be writing a very emo post right now. 

come to think of it, I don't have anything to post about at all, haha. I mean, lessee.. emo stuff, classes tomorrow.. and I don't feel like writing about small stuff right now, so.. I guess that's it.

but.. somehow, my heart still feels constipated. I've already written a couple of paragraphs about some stuff, but I deleted them, since I don't want to echo my older posts. or maybe because I've lost the ability to communicate my feelings and thoughts properly. could be the effects of being lethargic for so long taking its toll.  

whew, that's pretty bad. tomorrow I'll be surrounded by a lot of people, so I will need to crack my box of social skills open once again. I think I have it around here, somewhere.. oh wait, I don't have social skills. 

crap. 

so hmm.. what am I still doing here? I'm supposed to be sleeping, since I have classes tomorrow morning. well.. I dunno. hmm, okay. I'll just force myself to sleep right now. maybe that's just what I need to loosen up my thoughts a bit. and I'm sure tomorrow's gonna give me lots of material to write about. 

but not bad stuff, I hope. 

okay. tomorrow, then.

goodnight.

err..

c'moooon, sleeeeeeeep!!!

fine, fine. 

ciao!