Blacksword

hmm, pang ilang post ko na 'ba 'to tungkol sa first day? hahaha, nevermind.

first day na sa june 15.

oddly enough, I'm not that nervous. probably because I've been through a LOT of first days, I don't even consider it remotely scary anymore. although, of course, there would definitely be a lot of unknown variables come monday, but I don't really care. whatever happens, happens. that's the way how life goes.

anyway, there had been a change of plans. I was supposed to go to this school in fairview, but there were some 'technical' difficulties, so I had to change school (forgot to mention this in my earlier posts, but watdaheck). from here, my new school's a lot nearer than the one I was supposed to go to, so it's really convenient to reach. good thing for me, really, since the roads tend to be pretty congested on the first day. plus I don't have to wake up early compared to what I've been used to back then.

btw, this new school of mine. it's actually a seminary. LOL.

but I'm not going to be a seminarian. no, that calling is not for me.. or at least I think so.. but nah. I don't think that's what my purpose in life is. I've been there and it took me only three months to realize that the way of the cloth is not for me. and besides, there's this particular someone that would definitely get mad if I do become a priest. don't worry, babe, I'm only there to study.

most of my preparations are complete now. yesteday, we bought the things that I needed for monday in a very, very crowded SM north. we hurried to assemble a couple of my uniform, which is a simple combination consisting of a white polo shirt and a pair of black pants. we also got a pair of black shoes. it's kind of a big deal for me, 'cause it's been a long time since I've worn a uniform for anything. to tell the truth, I'm quite excited to wear my new uniform to school. it's like I'm in highschool again (especially when the uniform I'm wearing makes it look like I AM in highschool).
of course, the uniform's just an aspect of my education. it's the studying that I really should focus on. I'm now a student of Philosophy. huge leap from my former course. but it's all in preparation for the master plan, so to speak.

and when I say master plan, I mean my true goal of becoming a lawyer. well, it might look pretty far-fetched right now, but dreaming about it is a start. ika nga nila, libre naman mangarap eh. but, of course, I won't just sit here and let my life go by with only a dream. I'll definitely, definitely work hard to make sure that I reach my goal.

I don't know if it's going to be easy or hard for me, but either way, I'll do my very best. and it will all begin this coming monday. well, all I can say is.. good luck to me!

ciao.