22nd ;) (subtitle: buhay na naman ako XD)
POSTED AT 10:27 PM

Blacksword

*blows the dust off his old tabby*

aww, it's been so long since I've been here. poor tabby.. di bale, bubuhayin ko ulit sya .

so anyway, finals namin bukas. pero online ako. bakit? well, because, today is a very special day for me and my princess.

so..

*hugs my baby*

happy 22nd monthsary, my princess rika ^___^. hay, it's been so long, baby. and nothing has changed. I still love you so much ^___^. who can blame me, you've been so wonderful all these time. all I can say is, thank you baby, for making me the happiest guy in the universe ^___^.

yan, I've posted again! hahaha. sana momentum na 'to. I want to write again. talk about stuff again. rave and rant.

note to myself: I need to write again. for my own sake.

ciao!

bored na naman
POSTED AT 01:48 AM

Blacksword

darn, kelangan ko na ng bagong malalaro. a game like star sonata, but it should be free to play. I hate level caps.

oh, andito na naman nga pala ako sa blog ko. ang nagagawa nga naman talaga ng boredom, hahaha. well, sige, let's re-update this blog. since boredom na rin ang topic, ilalagay ko na lang yung mga activities na ginagawa ko recently.

I've mentioned in one of my previous posts (wuu kelan pa) that I am currently a member of our parish church choir. it's called the CKUP chorale, short for Christ the king of the universe parish chorale. I've been singing there for months now, and it has become a habit for me to go to church everyday at 6pm to sing for the daily mass. imagine, me, going to church everyday, hahaha. but it's not so surprising anymore. sabi nila, I was bound to be active in the church. after all, I was a former seminarista back in highschool (o, di nyo alam yun no). that was not a very good experience for me, though, that's why I decided to get out of that place and transfer to another school. the way of the cloth is not for me, hehe. pero syempre, gusto ko pa rin mag serve sa simbahan. teka, don't worry, I'm still the same old life-hating, social-trash, blood-soaked, in-your-face guy, but to a lessened degree nga lang. I have my princess beside me now. and ever since the day she opened up that crack of light in my dark, grey world, my was never happier. that's why I can go to church everyday now. may reason na ako para lumingon patungo sa tamang daan eh .

anyway, andyan din yung mapa ko sa warcraft. recently, nabawasan talaga yung paglalaro ko ng games due to a.. not-so-happy event that happened a few months ago. pero ginagawa ko pa rin yung mga maps ko. btw, dalawa na nga pala sila. di pa ako nakuntento sa pagiging fruitcake ko eh, so I decided to create another reason to procrastinate, hahaha. but in fairness, mas complete 'tong ginawa kong bago kesa dun sa una kong project na napakalaki. di bale, someday, matatapos ko rin sila, probably mas mauuna yung newer one. by the way, my new project's title is 'Sengoku Jidai', named after the civil war period of early Japan. ergo the theme would be japanese, of course. to warcraft players, I promise you, mas maganda rin 'tong isang gawa ko sa DotA, kelangan lang syang matapos .

speaking of games, meron ba ditong nakakaalam ng game na superpower 2? hay, kaadik. one day, I'll post one of my after-action reports here and you'll see what I'm talking about. for now, ang masasabi ko lang, this game really kicks ass. without the bugs, of course.

hmm what else.. di naman natuloy yung pagsali ko sa mountaineering club, although nagbayad na ako ng registration fee na 100 pesos amf. oh well, at least di na ako kukulitin ng president ng club na yun para magkumpleto ng requirements para sa club nya. to hell with mountaineering. I'll just stick to my guitar..

which reminds me. di ko pa nga pala naiisisiwalat sa blog na ito ang bad news. my guitar was broken a month ago. hay, pinaglamayan ko talaga yun. it just happened so suddenly. nakatayo lang sya sa likod ko, and then, one gust of wind came by, and bang! my guitar was broken into two, at the neck. so there goes my career in playing the guitar. pero hmm, who knows. this may just be an opening to something much better . nakakarinig ako ng rumors na ibibili ako ng electric guitar sometime in the near future. samahan nyo na lang ako magdasal, hehe.

and of course, ang biggest recreational activity na ginagawa ko ngayon is.. thinking about my baby. hay, I miss her so much. it's been almost 9 months since she left. I can still feel the warmth of her body from that last big hug. hay, it's only a short time since then, but still, it feels so long. kaya ko lang naman ginagawa lahat ng mga activities na 'to eh para malibang ako. to keep myself busy in order not to miss her too much. but still, sigh, she's always on my mind (parang 'only heaven knows', no?). pero yun na nga, I know for sure that she'll come back. I'll wait for her, no matter how long it might take. I trust her promises.

anyway, tama na muna. I still need to find a new game to sate my boredom.

ciao!

86.22%
POSTED AT 12:57 AM

Blacksword

yan ang score ko sa civil service professional exam. kinuha ko results ng exam ko kahapon together with my mom and my aunt.

I passed the exam. matagal ko na nakita sa internet. so that means, eligible na ako magtrabaho sa gobyerno. that is what this exam's all about. without the certification that you passed this exam, unless you already took and passed prc exams, then you won't be able to work for the government. haha, kaso di pa ko graduate. kelangan muna ng tyaga para magamit ko ang score na yan.

pero okay din ha. considering na maraming bumagsak sa exam na yan, masaya na dapat ako sa score na yan. dami nagsasabi mataas na daw eh. pero sure ako I could've done better. kase di ako nagreview eh. puro gitara lang ginawa ko nung araw bago mag exam, hahaha. naalala ko tuloy yung nakasabay ko sa pagkuha ng result. poor guy, 2nd take na nya, di pa rin pumasa. palagay ko contractual lang sya't gusto nya maging permanent gov't employee. kaya kelangan nya pumasa. naawa tuloy ako kase.. he failed. sayang tuloy yung punta nya. not mentioning sayang din yung pag take nya. at yung review nya. samantalang ako, tinulak lang ako ng nanay ko para kunin ang test na yan.

bakit?

wala lang. hehehe. nainggit lang sya sa pinsan kong taga UP tacloban na pumasa rin sa exam na yan. kaya eto, pinantapat ako, ahahaha (patay nagyabang na). by the way, quick comparison lang. score ng pinsan ko, 85%. ohohoho.

bah, achievement ko rin yun no. at least mataas ang score na ilalagay ko sa resume ko pag naghanap na ako ng trabaho sa government. ang naalala ko, si ma 72%, si dad 79%. kung ilalagay scores nila ngayon, bagsak sila, dahil 80% na ang passing score. pero pasok pa rin sila sa trabaho. which means, advantage talaga score ko.

(warning: brother rant coming up)

now, my only wish is that my brother does'nt pass. so that he won't gloat about me being his equal or something. nagtake rin kase eh. I tell you, lagi nya ako tinatapatan para lang masabi na superior sya, samantalang, duh, I don't want to be mean, but he's a neanderthal. okay, that was mean, pero bahala na. basta tahimik sya, pass or fail, either way, it'ld be fine by me. if you think I'm being harsh right now, then you don't know an angstrom about the gorilla/human hurricane of a person that is my brother. mapapakapit kayo sa poste sa tindi ng hangin, hahaha.

anyway, yun lang muna.

ciao!